Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Tired

23 days without a post. 23 days without a rant.

That can't be right.

I`m tired. Tired of everything right now. I've been full of cold for a while and I think it's getting me down and starting to skew everything out of perspective.

That's right. You wait 23 days for some sign of life from me and this is what you get. Assuming anyone is still reading. Umm...hi Kitty.

I have no energy. I feel like just curling up in a ball in bed. But that doesn't pay the bills. Put food on the table and all that crappy stuff you have to deal with day in day out.

I need a rest. A long long permanent holiday away from it all. But unless I win the lottery then that's never gonna happen.

I need a new job. The daily grind of the shithouse I'm in is slowly killing me. The backbiting, the management (for want of a better word!), the day in day out mind-numbing boredom of what I have to do for 8 hours a bloody day.

I need to get out more. Or escape more, into books, films a new computer game. Something that takes me away from real life. Something I can envelope myself in for a few hours. Or maybe just get out more.

I need to focus. My head is a shed. My thoughts are everywhere. I sign up to new sites add a ton of people then get bored of it all and move on.

I'm just tired. Got no energy. I`m restless.

Christ this must be fun to read! Although it helps hammering it out on the keyboard again. So maybe i'll feel a little better after hitting the 'publish post' button.

I'll still be tired though.